.. what is it about me that get’s me all excited and happy? Is it a person? An accomplishment? A deep emotion? … Honestly I just can’t seem to make up my mind! Maybe it’s the chase that I like.. or the rush of wanting something that I can’t have! I guess I’m a pretty hard person to read sometimes.. I don’t know what I want.. cuz I’m so indecisive .. or I just like too many things.. sometimes I wish I knew EXACTLYYyy what i wanted.. but the other day i learned in one of my psych classes that it’s better to question everything… better to not just have one answer for everything.. to keep an ‘open’ minddd.. so i’m confuseddd.. so when the question pops up.. “what do you want.. what do you foresee?” … I really have no answer for that! … cuz it’s just what it is .. no limits haha
Sitting in the library and studying seems to be all that I do these days… besides playing volleyball and working :( … ughh .. its pretty HORRIBLEEE .. LOL and “horrible” seems to be my worddd these days… haha.. I feel like I could just give up and just watch tv shows and sleep all day… but that would be sooo unproductive and my brain cells would slowly disintegrate … haha … :( and that would be badddd .. considering the fact that I study ‘the brain’ day in and day out …But yeaaaa
I finally had a chance to play ball yesterday after soO long .. and It made me soo happy haha ..Made me want to get back into it!! haha.. but let’s not get carried away here.. volleyball during the year is quite enough already.. I think volleyball was the reason why I was being so slack last year.. and the year before that… so on and so on.. but I’ve got my head on straight .. and I’m working harddderrr than ever this yearrr… or so I’d like to think :p ..
Mann .. there are tOOo many january birthdayss .. and I am soO brokee… my job doesn’t even pay half the amount that i spend everyday.. :( its pretty baddd LOL But yeahh .. As much as I hate to work.. I really enjoy my job :) esp cuz its working with kids and I love kids (not to sound creeperish) .. but I’ve worked with kids my entire life.. and I can’t complain :)
I’ve been hearing a lot these days that I like to smile?! .. and I guess that is truee.. but I guess I just have a lot to be happy about.. haha… and a lot of that has to do with my friends :) … JUST being silly!.. I think one of my favourite things to do is laugh.. I remember telling someone that I’d wanna die laughing … as much as that sounds retarded or weird… its true! Laughing is the essence of my being! If you know me .. I have a sweet spot for ppl who can make me laugh keke .. and honestlyy … thats not very hard to do hahah …
Even when I want to be angry or mad at someone ..I can’t .. and sometimes that can be frustrating too haha .. cuz I guess no one can truly understand when I’m upset and what not :P But you know… once in a while I will get upsetttt .. but I hate to hold any grudges or stay angry… cuz that jus increases the wrinkles on my forehead haha .. my parents used to tell me that my face would stay that way if I didn’t fix it hahah .. :)
And I’ve got to be one of the most gullible ppl out there.. haha.. NOT FAIRR!! buttt yeahh I guess in a wayyy … A lot of things in my past and childhood memories have made me the person I am today. Life is toOo precious to be spending time holding grudges or being angry! Gotta surround myself with positive energy :)
A lot has happened in the last little while and one that has really hit home or just stopped me in my tracks is the earthquake in Haiti.
I know it doesn’t necessarily affect me DIRECTLY, but it really does put a thought in my head, “I have a lot to be thankful for.”
Even though these people are miles and miles away, they are still my brothers and sisters in Christ, whom I should continuously keep in my prayers. In some way, the distance between people, towns, cities, countries, etc; mean nothing, because in a nutshell we all live for the people we love. And that includes our family, friends, their friends and family, and the list goes on.
So really, we should be thankful for those families who are have been reunited or saved, because ultimately we are all, in a sense bounded together and through each other.
For those who have lost loved ones, they are in my prayers and I pray that through these circumstances, it will build encouragement and perseverance through whatever situations and hardships we may go through.
There is a reason for everything, and a plan for everyone.
I swear I was talking to one of my besties that I would never start a blog cuz I had no time .. which isss somewhat true but if you know me .. I ALWAYYYYYYYYS change my mind haha!!
I’m sitting at school waiting for my lab to start soon haha … and I’m bored out of my minddd haha .. SO i thought i’d give this blog a shot.. I feel like such a NOOB!!
Anywhoo.. It’s taking me forever to post something up haha … maybe cuz I don’t want my first post to be a fail .. hahaha ..(like this one) hahha …
SOOOONN ENOUGH ill get used to all this blogging hype and post all the things that made me laugh (very oftenn) or just plainnn DOPE!! :) .. It’s weird tho .. My minds running a blank right now tho.. HOW BORRRINNGG! .. ahha .. ERRR
randommm: Well yesterdayyy I was watching entourage when i got home .. and it was an old episode when vince was buying all his boys cars hahah .. DANNGG! and here i am commuting my arse everywhereee these days!! ARGHHh
BUT i guess it’s worth it :) cuz i get to see my friends and be real stupid w/ them!
And so yea … couple of friends wanted to do a cookoff get-together (a three-course MEAL!!!!).. so i googled it .. haha … I GOOGLE EVERYTHINGG!!! Trust me :) HAHA It just reminds me when I had to buy my friend’s secret santa gift haha… and the first thing i did was go to google and type in “best gifts to buy for a filipino boy” hahahah … and the first thing that popped up was “I love filipino boys” customized tshirts HAHaa ..and some shirt that said .. PANGIT KA… and obviously i didn’t know what that meant.. so i googled.. “what does Pangit ka mean?” … and it read .. “You’re ugly” .. -______________-“
NO COMMENT……………………………….. LOL
OR the other time when i googled something inappropriate haha .. just cuz it was the topic of discussion .. I won’t get into to detail :) let your imaginations run wILD!! hahaha … kakaka!
anywhoo .. That’s enough for today!! .. LOl i think i’m actually getting the hang of this .. ahah i could type FOREVERRR!! MUHARHARHARHAR!! > : )